a new view

so i got new glasses yesterday. it had been a minute since i'd had an eye exam...and last year, i noticed a distinct change in my vision.

i went for a long stretch without health insurance, something i will never in my life do again. i am realizing as i get older, how important it is...i am not invincible and the body does need care. i took my youth for granted in many ways and assumed i would always have the same body, the same eyes, the same energy and the same vitality that i had in my early 20s.

so with that lesson learned, i went for my eye exam yesterday and an hour later had a new pair of glasses.

i put them on, and it was literally, instantly, like seeing a new world. things that were blurry were once crystal clear. i walked outside and the ground initially looked as if it were a platform of some type. i felt like i was sixty feet tall.

i started to cry because i had to take stock of where my life is right now. things, as i wrote a few days ago, are truly coming together. i came home and followed up on some SOULKISS business and was amazed at where we are , a short six months since our first shows. we're getting ready to record, i'm recording a little solo project, i'm writing two books, i'm surrounded with love.

shy of a partner, financial provision and property, my dreams are fulfilled. i am living them right now, in good health with people that i love. i am grateful for all that is right now...and grateful for all that is coming....i can see clearly now....